Wednesday, October 17, 2007
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hokay.. lol! i'm DOOMED
i did so damn lousy for my EOYS.. like i flunked science!! ahh! im so angry! hahahas....
my mom is damn angry, and she shows no effort whatsoever to HIDE it! hahahas.. i'm so sad lah! i mean i did put in effort i did lah! its possibly the hardest i ever studied my EVER life!
i mean i got 2 a's!! its quite good... i guess.. its so crap! i seriously dun wanna go back to my house anymore, the only thing i do at home is like listen to radio,sleep and well.. use my computer! i mean i seriously just need to rent a room outside my house and well i'm sure i can live! i mean its okay right!
i have very bad feelings about my life in this household.. i guess thats why i want to go melbourne, to escape well my parents.. obviously! i would rather go ANYWHERE than be at home listening to their nags and all the crap which obviously doesn't help me!!like u know
what my mom said to my brother
" i hope you don't do as badly as ur sister "
well.. WOAH! thats so helpful!!!... don't you know i have feelings! i want to slap you right there, i would if i were disrespectful, but im not! hahas... i'm so annoyed!!!
i want to kick my parents.. real hard in the face. if my legs can reach that high? O.O..
i'm just really really pissed off! i mean my chem teacher said that we must not ponder over what has happened cos we can't change reality, well so DON'T PONDER! don't give me crap that i did so badly for my bloody exams... it doesn't EFFING HELP!.. okay!
sorry for the mild vulgarities, i'm extremely pissed! > : (
i want to bite someone or slap someone! im so pissed off!
i really want to go to UK or MELBOURNE , basically anywhere but here! someone save me! i wish i could teleport!!
7:04 AM FOREVER